It's all I can feel right now.
A whole list of angry.
At Michael, and we don't have to go through the reasons.
At temporary guy, because I tasted happy for a minute and realized how much I missed it.
At familyperson, for being so damn irresponsible in so many ways.
At myself, for not being able to deal with this with more grace.
At life, for dealing me this. I can't see the way out right now. I'm trying; I really am. Probably not hard enough. But I want to scream and cry and say how not fair it all is. All while knowing that it is going to do no good at all, just make me feel worse, because I'm not even good at wallowing in self-pity.
And I wish my missing kitties would come home, and I blame everyone for that.
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